Volume 9 would be announced next month. She wondered what they would ask her to leave behind then.
Click. Click. Click.
"Lie on the floor," Tendo said. "Like you're waiting for someone who isn't coming."
"Osaka," she lied. She was actually thinking about the train home. About the tiny apartment with the peeling wallpaper. About the phone call she hadn't returned from the variety show producer who wanted her to "fall down a lot for comedy."
"What are you thinking about?" he asked, not looking up from the camera.
This was the contract. She had signed it at seventeen, her mother crying in the corner of the agency office, her father not present. The contract said: Model agrees to artistic nudity. Model agrees to implied scenarios. Model agrees to be desired but never desiring.
Yuka nodded. She understood. The peach girl couldn't stay a girl forever. She had turned twenty last month. The industry had already begun to whisper—too old for the schoolgirl shoots, too young for the mature catalogues. She was in the nowhere zone.
She typed back: Arigato.